Friday, 20 February 2015

my life

Sometimes morning feels good
Sometimes I felt like shouting “hey dude”
And sometimes I feel like being rude

Sometimes morning feels bad
The happiest moment feels sad
And it drives me mad

How will I play this card?
The one I always call my dad
But it seems he is confused real bad

Up life
Fuck life
But I just live life
Even with no love like my wife




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TRUE LOVE NOW A MYTH 2

If you missed the first episode, you can always find it on my blog.



episode 2

Kingsley was a very gentle loyal guy who always believes in true love, he always dream of how he will take care of the girl who will agree to be his, he already planned on the trip the activities they will go through and how romantic it’s going to be.
(Just about two weeks later) Judith was discharged from hospital and she is ready to go, while she was strolling one afternoon she noticed someone was calling her from behind and when she stopped to look back, she saw this young vibrant gentle guy telling her to wait up, she stayed and for a moment nearly forgot her vow, but something pinched her and she remembered Alex was more gentle though not as handsome as Kingsley when she first met him. So her guards went up and she asks “how can I be of help to you?” Kingsley stammered what he got to say (you how some guys do it) and Judith thought to herself “this is a perfect opportunity to pass my first aggression” so without hesitation she agreed to Kingsley proposal and that day was a very special day him because to him this is a dream come true. They exchanged contact and everything was very perfect for like a month until when Kingsley called Judith one day.
Judith answered and says “hello I’m very busy I will call you when I’m through” and it was fine with Kingsley until he realize two days had already passed and Judith has not called back, and has not been answering her phone, so in deep worry he went to her house and that’s when reality starts to set in. Judith came out to answer the knock on her door and her face changed immediately she saw Him and she told Him “please what are you doing here, I told you I will call you when I’m through with what I’m doing, why do like to always disturb me? Please go I will call you when I’m through”.
Kingsley thought to himself and end up blaming himself for not been patient enough for her, and then another two weeks after there is still no call from her, so he called again and ask “did I do something wrong? Or why are you avoiding me?” Judith said there was nothing and that it’s because she was busy and she promised to make it up to him.
And for like a week everything went back to normal until one evening when Kingsley phone rang and when he looked it, behold her lovely Judith is calling and he picked up with a great excitement and Judith ask to see him for a very urgent matter and he felt like flying with joy. He hurriedly dressed up in a hurry and left the house to meet her.
Judith was already sitting down in the spot they were to meet when Kingsley got there, so as he sit down he ask “why do you want see me very urgently? Do you miss me?” Judith forced a smile and told him “not only that but I have some more important thing to discuss, and the main reason is… Kingsley, I’m not feeling this anymore and I want to break up with you, I want you to forget about me hence forth and don’t even ask me why because I don’t know either, all I know is I just want a space from you and that’s the main reason I called you here”. Kingsley looked into her eyes to see if she was joking and she did not even see any trace of joke there.
So all he could remember was “Kingsley, I’m not feeling this anymore and I want to break up with you GBOAM BOOM GUAM” just like a bomb blast, despite her warning he still went ahead and ask “why” and at that point Judith stand up and left the place leaving Kingsley there alone not minding if he would die or not and she felt like a queen, she felt she is in control and nothing is stopping her now she is going to make sure all men that pass through the same thing Alex made her pass through.
Kingsley woke up from his fuzzy dream and begin to realize all that just happened was real then all of a sudden he felt like crying, laughing, shouting, jumping, sitting, sleeping, running, spinning, standing still at the same time, he thought to himself that if he should go home that way he might die before getting home so he lie down there and slept off with the thought of “how will I get through this shit I got myself in?”.


Well it seems legit now Judith is feeling special and Kingsley is depressed. Before we go on with what happened to them let’s take a detour and see how Alex is faring.





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Thursday, 19 February 2015

TRUE LOVE NOW A MYTH

It was said that true love is real though rear, but I'm telling you true love is just a mistake people make for caring. let me give you a theory on how true love cease to exist. It's so simple. this story will compises of five episodes. leggo.

episode one
                            It was a beautiful afternoon, Judith was feeling happy uniquely, no one knows the cause but her, she is extremely in love and she felt lucky to have met such a lucky guy at an early stage of her life, she let out a sigh as she remember the past they shared and how perfect it is, the promise they made to themselves, she can even see herself carrying his baby, she can see her on the same bed with him, she even sense her cooking his dinner, the picture of how their wedding is going to look like is already in her head. Everything seems perfect and no one is stopping this now, she thought to herself. Suddenly the vibration of her phone brought her back to life and wow it was a text message from Alex saying “we need to talk babe”. She felt excited because she said to herself “wow, he is finally going propose to me after all this while, I swear I will love him for eternity”. She then dresses up to meet the love of her life.
          Things seem a little bit different when she got to his apartment and it’s all good to her, she announced her presence and He came out of the room. Alex looked a little bit intense “maybe because he his nervous on what my answer will be on the proposal” she thought to herself, then she move closer to him, gave him a hug and a kiss and ask “what is it you want to see me for?”. He said “Judith this is hard for me so I’m just going to cut the long story short, I want to break up with you because I’m not feeling this anymore, and I can’t cope with this anymore so please leave me alone”. Everything now comes in slow motion as she tries to sink what she just heard. She then asked “that joke is not funny, so please don’t crack it again” but the silence in the room brought her to her senses and she realize he is not kidding, so she ask “did I do something wrong? What have I done?” and before she could continue he silenced her and told her to leave that instant. She felt light and dammed about her life, she just wished she could just die and leave the earth for good.
          As she was lost in thought she began to feel this headache and pain in her chest, she just wished all this was a dream and she would just wake up soon. But just then she realized this is not a dream, as she was deep in thought everything seem to get darker and darker and until…
Judith woke up with a very mighty headache and realize she was on the bed, the bed was nothing compared to hers and as she manage to look around, she saw that she was in a hospital. How come she did not even know how she got here, then she remembered that she fainted and as well as the reason behind it and she begin to cry, she just want to die and get it over with. She picked up her phone to call Alex and it’s a waste of time and it makes it more painful to her. That moment she swore with her life that most men must feel what she felt this day, and she said she will make men suffer no matter what. And that day she buried her heart and made herself a complete stranger to the word love and she begin to practice how to become a real time player like Ronaldo.
And that’s where the whole story starts.



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Tuesday, 30 December 2014

FAKE BEINGS

FAKE FRIENDS

Now you remember me again
And I can bet it’s not when am in pain
But you back here makes me insane
Because hurting me is like your main

Now that I forgot the feelings you made
Joy again I can take
And you got back in a wake
Why did I even meet you for heaven’s sake?

Must you make me sad?
Must you make me bad?
Must life for me be that hard?
Why can’t you just leave me in my retard?

If I say this time is different it’s a lie
Cos you’ve made all the pile
Thinking of it make me sigh
I just wish I could die

I will just accept me as I am
Take all the burns with my palm
I will be happy if I read some psalm

Till you come again to peel my palm

ME AGAINST THE WORLD

ME AGAINST THE WORLD


Maybe am always wrong
Maybe these are my fault
Maybe I did not hit the dong
Maybe it’s what I taught

Friends rose up against me
Enemies won’t let be me
When will my deeds be free?
How will I be sometimes me?

I tried to calm
Take things big as my palm
Trying to read some psalm
Trying to make things plum

I walk up to friends and ask
I walk up to foes to ask
It’s not an easy task
For my every ask

Am I always wrong?
Did I always do the pissing?
Is it always my fault?
Am I the one to blame always?

In amusement ‘yeah’ they chorus
Making me loose some focus
Now my nose running mucus
Giving up for me is now bogus

I tried to think twice
Maybe I even did it thrice
Because with fear am white
Even crowded I saw only me in my sight

Now I know it’s sealed
No friends here just foes
Now I know it’s wheeled
No blessings here just woes

It’s me against the universe
It’s only me in this verse
The war just got strong like brass
Now I realize my mass

It’s really me against the world
Me against the Universe

CONFUSED

NOW WHO AM I


The more I know the harder it is to learn
The harder I work the harder it becomes to earn
When will I acquire my true yearn?
When will life over here be cool like a tin?
 The sick taught in my head I wanna’ ban
I just wanna stop this laughter and be stern
But the more I tried the more my mission do me ban
My taught still rolling like a fan
My mind still in use like a pawn

I just seem doomed like I am

Monday, 25 August 2014

NOTHING IS FREE

Nothing is free
Even in this drinking spree
I still have to salute the buyer
For it to roll like Tyre

Nothing is free
Even if you help me
I still have to thank thee
Or you will say badly me

Nothing is free
Even when doing a favor
The one you expect me to devour
You will still expect one in your detour

Nothing is free
Even for you to take from God
So that you won’t mud
You have walk in odd
Because nothing is free

Nothing is free

Yes only nothing is free…


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